High and Low.

Don't leave me high..
Don't leave me dry..

Pasti pernah denger lirik lagu ini kan? High and Dry, Radio Head. Such a steady words, steady song. Now I'm feelin... Lil' bit different. High, and Low. Disaat gue lagi seneng dan diatas, forget about anything that make me feel soooooooo deppresed, sesuatu yg bikin gue sedih dateng lagi.. Dan CRASH ANYTHING. I've been forget about you for a while, Mr. Broken Heart All The Time. Udah lupa, eh dateng lagi.. Gimana bisa lupa? Yaaaa.. Udahlah. Sekarang gue coba jalanin idup baru, lebih baik, koreksi diri, dan jalanin. Ga selamanya orang jahat itu harus jahat kan? Ga mungkin ada orang yang gak bisa berubah. Semuanya bisa. Termasuk gue. Someday, you'll gonna realize.. Semuanya bisa dimulai dari 0 lagi, walaupun hati lo udah mati rasa, tapi ga ada yang ga mungkin. Tapi semuanya ga bisa dipaksa. Mungkin emang udah ga bisa, so? Hadapin. Kenangan itu jangan pernah lo lupain, tapi jangan selalu diinget. Cuma simpen dalam hati aja. Jangan pernah lo lupain orang yang pernah ada di hati lo, karena gimana pun dia, siapapun dia, dia pernah ngisi hari-hari lo dan buat lo tersenyum :). Buat kenyataan kedepannya bisa lebih baik, bukan lebih buruk. Lo bisa maju Fal, lo bisa. Gue percaya!This song, really show what I feel. Gue. PASTI. Bisa. MOVE ON.

Someday you're gonna realize
One day you’ll see this through my eyes
By then i wont even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I can't

I know
You don’t really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long,
Won't take long

Cause someday, someones' gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday,someones' gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday..

Right now
I know you can tell
I'm down, and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye..

Cause someday, someones' gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday,someones' gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday..


Cause someday, someones' gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday,someones' gonna take your place
ooooh One day I’ll forget about you
You'll see, I won’t even miss you
Someday, I know someones gonna be there

Someday, someones' gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someones' gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday...
Goodbye, my true love..

New life, new journey.

Bloggy, its been a long time i didn't wrote in here. sup? Ah, did I've told you abt Aditya Rizky Mazaya? My present boyf. Oh no, my husband. Future. Really, gue selalu nanya sama dia, 'gue cewe lo apa bukan sih dit?' soalnya gue bingung, gue sama dia jadian ga pake tembak2an. dijalanin doang. Tiap gue tanya kaya gitu, jawaban dia cuma 'maunya apa? Lo cewe gue, istri gue, bini gue'. UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Dit, ga inget apa dulu lo jahat sama gue? Terus lo minta maaf, gue ga tau keadaan lo sober apa engga minta maaf ke gue. Tapi gue akuin, gue goblok dalam masalah kaya ginian dit. Gue gatau lo serius apa engga. Gue trauma dit, trauma.

one in stay, two in the other

just like the the tittle, i just can say that's what i feel.

My recent life.

Bloggy, miss you. I don't know where to go now, I'm down. Gue baru ngerasain sakit hati yg kaya gini. Maaf curhat ya, cuma mau ngeluarin unek-unek. Gue ga mau cerita ttg ini sama banyak orang, lo doang hehe. Bloggy, gue ngerasain sayang yg parah banget sama orang, sama ucup. Gue kenapa ya? Tadi gue liat facebooknya dia, gue liat status-status dia dulu. Di comment sama lastest girlfriend dia. Kayaknya asiiiiik banget dia sama mantannya itu. Sama gue kayanya ga gitu. Di facebook jarang dia ngehiasin wall gue. Ga ada kayaknya malahan. Gue deactive facebook ga ya? Sakit hati gue, ga bohong. Lebay ga sih gue? Nggak kan ya, masalah hati gak ada yg lebay. Ini rasanya apa banget sih, sakit banget. Lucu gak sih gue dari tadi nangis di cyber? I'm lucky that nobody saw me cry. Gue ga mau nunjukin gue nangis. Gue bisa tegar. Gue sayang sama dia bloggy :( Gue ga mau kehilangan dia. Mulai dari sekarang gue mau ngurangin ambekan gue ke dia, ngurangin egois gue ke dia. Gue bebasin dia main aja deh skrg. Gapapa gue ga dapet kabar, ga bisa jalan sama dia atau apa. Yang penting dia masih punya gue kan ya? Iyaaaaaaa :( bloggy gue ga tahan sumpah.. Kok gini banget ya :( Kasih saran dong please gue ga kuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat :(( :"( gue nyerah sama rasa sakit yg gue rasain sekarang. Nyerah. Gue sayang banget :""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""(((((((((((((((((

Yusuf Hamid Badjeber

Tay, me love you like crazy. I just do. No matter what, I just wanna be with you. Forever, and ever. FYI, kamu kadang ngeselin, ga pernah ngabarin aku :""( tapi ya aku sabar aja deh. Ga mau jauh2 dr kamu tay, sumpah. Kamu ngeselin, bikin aku kangen mulu. Tay, jgn bikin aku cape ya. Me love you, much. I swear.

UAS: U Are Sucks!

Little time to spent, have a crush on you in a short time. You changed the situation and I'm melted. HOW CAN? HOW CAN? You made me felt like I'm the one that made you comfortable. Can you just repeat? REPEAT PLEASE. Just once. For me :(

Hello, Elcrush♡

Bloggy:) Howdy? just for information, I sat beside a boy I've called eLCrush. He's my new boyfie: p quite a while I did not post here. AAAA really miss you. mkay, I'm disturbed by the boy next to me. talk later, dude ♡